Almost there...

Listening to: Eagles - Hotel California (I really wanna master this song)

I don't think I've ever studied this hard before... but wow the feeling of achievement when you finally understand what's going on is wonderful.

I've got two states of mind I think, the one where I switch off everything outside and hide completely in my shell and it becomes really hard to focus or think. Then there's the one where I see that I have been doing everything wrong and I should try my best to break out of the bad habits I have formed.

I want to stay in that second state of mind where I dare to be and stop being so negative about perth.

I will do my best in this exam period, then I will do my best to adapt to Perth.

Next semester, I shall try again.